Friday, June 1, 2012

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You make me feel loved, you make me feel safe, but more importantly, you make me feel wanted. Something that I have never felt before. 

We both knew our friendship would grow right from the very first day we spoke. But, neither one of us co
uld begin to imagine the love we both feel, with the butterflies in my stomach I knew there was a place in my heart for you.



Our friendship has slowly grown into a beautiful relationship that only you and I could understand. We don't even need to be together, because near or far we love each other with all our heart.♥


You are my heart, my soul, my world, and finally, I found my other half. I always walked around feeling so empty with a hole in my heart that I thought it would never get filled. But guess what??? You filled that hole. You are the other half my heart was looking for.

I never thought that someone could love me like you do, but guess what ?? I love you that much too.♥

I know we could do foolish things while in love, but you know what...?? With you I wouldn't mind being a fool for the rest of my life. I love you so much and I know somewhere deep in ur heart you love me too.



I know that others look at our relationship think that we're saying too many foolish things too soon but they just don't know how we feel about each other. There's nothing foolish about the things I've told you, I meant every word I said.

I wanted to tell you how good I feel about us and our future. I enjoy being with you. It seems that everything we do is even more meaningful because it isn't just for today ... it's for always.♥



You make me feel really happy, and I'll always love making you feel special too. I'm glad that I can count on you to be there when I need someone to understand, to encourage, to reassure me and I hope you realize you can always count on me too.


I'm so happy with all we have together, and I'm sure that the feelings will last ... that I'll cherish you through a lifetime of beautiful tomorrows.



I wanna you to know how pleased I am to be a part of your life, how much it means to me to know I'll always be. ♥  

Friday, January 27, 2012

Yes !! I am tired...tired of myself...tired of the thoughts pouring in and out of me... Tired of making fun of all those things which mattered to me hell lot...Tired of being so immature all the times...


Is that real me or m I scared of something....Many a times I question to myself and ask Why am I required to pretend it...Pretend it that everything is okay..when its not..pretending that no answer is required when thousands of questions are burning in me day and night...


I say leave it..everything will be okay just let the time pass...and at the same time my heart says dun miss it...the moment may never come again... 


The philosophical mind says " People meant to be for each other will always have their way in the end" and the smart heart ♥ says dun go with mind it always cheated you..just take a step ahead, you'll regret otherwise..


Its hard to trust someone...more harder to believe that the person really loves you...


and the hardest thing is to accept that you too do.. but still make yourself thousands of excuses to feel better when inside you know you are lying damn to yourself....!!

Friday, January 13, 2012

You say you don't know what I want right?

 
Well let me tell you now....
I want u to fight for me...to tell me everythng iz ok or will be okay if i just hold your hands...

I want u talk things out with me... Not walk away from it, not at all.. Even if you're not ready, or you don't feel like talking to me. Just talk to me. Talk about the problem. I want the both of us to get through all problems together...
Sometimes, I'm fucking insecure...and I want you to know this...Yes I am, and that I'm not like all the other girls you've dated. And if you expected me to be, then I'm sorry. Cause I am probably the furthest thing from them. 

I want you to realize I'm not always as confident as I look....I pretend to be but I want you to notice that I need reassurance from you, telling me that you won't leave me. I know its annoying bt datz a small thing u can do for me...
I want you to realize that when I say I'll be fine, I probably mean I'm not cuz most of the time I'm not anyway...
I want you to call me up and say "I promise I'll be there for you no matter what." I want you to scold me up for not calling up..I want you to make reasons for not hanging up the phone..cuz I wanted to talk to you, talk everything out, tell you everything.

Sometimes , I dun ask questions cuz it may annoy you but I want you to answer it ...
I know sometimes that you're not in the right mood and that you're pissed, but i want to be with you in those moods too... 

Still I want you to talk to me, and even if we might end up arguing, at least I know you tried....!!